For me, every moment, every minute, every hour, every day is to struggle for approval. My being is all about having a positive impact on something or someone. To be worthy to be alive. To give at every moment.
For me it is hard to sit back and accept what comes my way. I am always trying to affect that. Working toward inner peace and calm is my life’s endeavor. Never getting over what has been taken from me at an early age and balancing that with what has been given to me though these past months and years.
I listen for the sound of the Shofar.
